ladyhawke

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1.
migraine 01:59
i've got a headache you won't help me with this pain inside me, but i don't wanna waste your time with my migraine it kills me i feel it when every bone i break is for you why's this thing so heavy? i'm choking i'm empty i cannot wait to see you again, my friend
2.
heartless 03:27
i don't want to see you in my bed contemplating if you're better off dead i don't want to breathe your breath time is a construct, baby, all that's real is death i don't wanna see your face again go ahead and think about our sins you can hide or run away searching for a place where you can stay someone is waiting to haunt you, he held you in his arms, i can't believe what they've done to me you're alright x4
3.
she doesn't need me, i thought while i soaped up my body. the thought always hurts me, that i'm still afraid of her body i was riding my way to the bottom, when we met in that shitty parking lot and she said it's alright, that i wasn't feeling alright my friends had all gone and then no one was there and oh god you're not with me right now, she said that i'm drunk and i probably was cause she laughed at the way i fell down, but you don't need me, you don't know me you don't need me, you don't know me the way her head layed on my shoulder, i knew that i could never hold her desire was ripped from my mind, disgusted by sex all the time she said she was busy, i said i had plans but none of that mattered and none of it can, she said i was dreaming but it felt so damn real, you can't imagine how she made me feel. -solo- if she could see me, i'd cut up and throw out my body she said it's alright, that i'm never feeling alright a million emotions and still i don't feel, the world is around me but nothing is real when i struggle to get out of bed, someone get me out of my own head summer is here but i can't stand the heat, i've been stuck in my bedroom for the past seven weeks but she doesn't need me x4
4.
abigail 01:24
oh, sweet abigail tell me i'm your lover tell me i'm deserving of that right i know that you'll love me like a brother even if it's only for one night honey, i've only ever wanted fortune, thought i'd have no trouble on my own if i'm not famous by the time i'm 30 i'll shoot up and then my fame will come abigail, your art is so impressive so much of you that i'd love to explore and even if my music's still depressive we would make a perfect team for sure i know we would, i know we would, i know we would
5.
you’re crying while she goes outside to smoke and you’re dying cause water makes you choke she’s walking back alone and you’re not there to walk her home and you’ll forget to eat while you’re covered in cologne kick me onto the curb it’s all okay yesterday i stayed in bed all day its alright because she still might like you but you can’t get up no matter what you do she’s dancing to a song you never wrote you could be getting down with her if you could only clear your throat kick me onto the curb it’s all okay yesterday i stayed in bed all day its alright because she still might like you but you can’t get up no matter what you do kick me onto the curb it’s all okay yesterday i stayed in bed all day its alright because she still might like you but you can’t get up no matter what you do
6.
abigail, it’s been too long, our minds are overdue i can’t stop smoking but, hey, tell me what’s new another night at home alone i‘m spending without you i changed my mind cause that’s what boyfriends do we both know that this won’t work but let’s give it a try if you want to lead the way, i’m certainly inclined we can try to do it for the 19th fucking time i’ll play the chords and try to make it rhyme i don’t know where my happiness has gone humans have this need to be noticed by someone this constant need is always killing everyone when all of us are always on the run i’m all alone, i’m still depressed and hey, what else is new the other day i changed my name and got a hand tattoo still, you know i would always rather be with you but, i ran away cause that’s what people do

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trashy lo-fi sad songs written and recorded at a very strange time in my life.

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released October 25, 2019

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birdbath Omaha, Nebraska

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