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the world is angry, absurd and filled with stardust

by birdbath

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1.
i don't anyone can't have no fun i'm wasted in the sun i guess i'm just dumb it's an endless bummer x 2 i can't have any fun no california sun i guess i'm just dumb maybe i'm just dumb it's an endless bummer x4
2.
necrobabes 02:37
two more days and i'll find some way to stop it i can't fucking handle this bullshit anymore two more days and i'll get myself out of bed constantly stuck between these worlds i can't believe x2 get me out, i'm living in hell i'm stuck in this void, i'm stuck in this void take my hand, i'll drag you down i'm so fucking annoyed, i'm so fucking annoyed i can't believe, i can't believe, i can't believe i'm in love with you
3.
dying on the inside when you go away remind myself i need to stay on the ground you'll love it when i come around fame and fortune, bragging on tv i can't wait to be addicted and shoot myself in the head take your last picture, breathe your final breath no one's getting out of here, no escaping death locked in my bedroom writing all these songs what's it all for? i won't matter when i'm gone i'm gone x 4
4.
i'm crying in my room cause i'm thinking about you again, i don't when it stops take your final breath while i slit my wrists death is only death don't think too hard and while i'm still tripping the blood is dripping from your nostrils my brain isn't working, i'm still stuck you and i, together we're fucked i'm crying in my room cause i'm thinking about you again, i don't when it stops take your final breath while i slit my wrists death is only death don't think too hard i'm counting down, down to the day i can't breathe, i can't say you and i will be together again when this world comes to an end
5.
cut my hair 01:17
my thoughts are getting too slow i can't do this anymore play until i bleed, i'll play until i bleed my eyes are getting bloodshot, movies on my xbox watch until i die, i'll watch until i die i don't care if i can't go outside sex just feels so fucking good, i'm so misunderstood fuck until i die, i'll fuck until i die i don't care if i can't go outside cut my hair, don't take me home tonight
6.
sitting in my home counting people to know i don't know how much i can take it i can't wait until i'm famous, yeah too much shit here too many things i fear take breaths, count down my body won't be found and with blood from my veins, i'll have you screaming my name don't know how much i can take it can't fucking wait 'till i'm famous, yeah
7.
i'm wasted a little more, wish i wasn't such a fucking whore wish i was worth more than a dick i can think but it makes me sick each night i crawl into my grave to die it means nothing when nothing makes me cry each day i leave my bed i don't know why i'm so fucking sad said i was fucked in the head i'm getting nowhere but i'm getting ahead each night i crawl into my grave to die it means nothing when nothing makes me cry x2
8.
blood ritual 02:38
i want to be happy i want this to end i want to look pretty i want lots of friends i wish i was famous wish i was star cross-eyed and painless make me who they are my blood drips incantations to make me more beautiful and painless i was sixteen, in the back of your car you were doing coke, you were chasing it with a bar high off my ass, i would stare at the stars life looked so beautiful from where we are my blood leaking veins i want you to hurt me make me feel pain x2
9.
apathy 02:04
i can't help you anymore maybe i'm too scared but if you wanted apathy, well i'm already there if they say i'm honest, maybe what they say is wrong i was never honest with you i can't go on forgive me if i'm laughing, honey i don't what's wrong nothing matters anymore, come summer i'll be gone i can't help you anymore maybe i'm too scared but if you wanted apathy, well i'm already there
10.
oneirataxia 04:36
i don't want to be alone, no i don't to die no one hears my music, honey no one hears me cry but hey, that's love and what're you gonna do? i try to hide my emotions but that brought me back to you hey, how you feeling now? i'm sorry i'm so clingy, i don't know how to live without hey, are you feeling down? cause i've been chasing you way too long when i know you're not around but i don't know where you've been or where you've gone i'm cutting myself in a public bathroom, you probably found someone why am i such a goddamn woman? why do i feel so down? i don't where you're going honey, please just stick around legs touching legs i've done it a million times on repeat in my head hands, wrapped in hands such a fleeting feeling, i won't feel when i'm dead faith, hold my hand we'll get through this together god, i just know we can will, like an autumn dream don't listen to my music, don't listen to me scream
11.
dirtbed 03:17
i want to feel alive, i want to be loved, i want to make lots of enemies, i want to take lots of drugs i hear the whispers you say to them another worm in my brain, it doesn't matter anyway i'm full of dirt, i'm in pain never took shrooms i didn't like x2 never took tabs i didn't like x2 throw my body in the grave again fill my lungs up with dirt i know what's causing you pain again i know what's making us hurt it's you x2 goddamn you x2 never took shrooms i didn't like x2 never took tabs i didn't like x2
12.
losing all my friends i don't want to be alone losing all my friends i think it's time i stay home i'm a different boy, not a backwards kid anymore i can't find any joy in all the things i loved to explore once x4 no matter how hard i try i can't make you love me every time i cry i remember how you were with me once x4 why don't i just write a happy song while i cry my self worth out i can't go on i can't go on
13.
do the gods see my vacant stares? can they see what caused them? it keeps me in my head i'm wondering is there someone to see my tears? in this life or another? somewhere beyond the grave? looking for my head and i can't seem to find a human sacrifice to give me all the power i've lacked for all my life angels, i want to sell my soul i want a perfect body i want everyone to know i'm pretty on the inside if i need to cut, i will i'll wrap my arms in scars just to get a chance at this at being who they are angels, i want to sell my soul i want a perfect body i want everyone to know i'm pretty on the inside if i need to cut, i will i'll wrap my arms in scars just to get a chance at this at being who they are
14.
i swear i've been awake for so long i'm losing my own mind, i cannot get behind all the things i think i see why'd you leave your mind? it's too damn hard to find i wanna leave, i don't care what people think x2 manifestations i stared at it like some sort of fantasy word mind my creations, i'm just another sheep going with the heard i wanna leave, i don't care what people think x2 i won't let you go it's been this way for a week or so i don't wanna let you go maybe not here, wait another year i wanna leave, i don't care what people think x4
15.
nightingale 02:33
nightingale, take me from this hell sing for as long as you can wrapped hand in hand i want to sing hummingbird, will your feathers help me fly? life is angry and absurd please just let me die i want to sing

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a violent combination of guitars, midi keyboards, pain and tears.

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released April 12, 2020

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